[WARNING: This has nothing to do with anything.]
I really just want to punch someone in the head right now. My show was today and personally, I did great, (well I think I did. I've been getting an inflated ego lately. My friend who came to watch it and who knows NOTHING about dance was like: you're not bad, you just need to work on your gracefullness." To which I replied FRICK YOU. In my head. In reality I just said thanks.) but a lot of the younger girls had no idea what the freak they were doing and were completely out of step and time and... anything else you can be out of step of. Normally they'd get yelled at, but since it's just the student recital, they didn't. So I had to improvise to cover them. But it still looked bad.
Going back to my friend who shall not be named's comment. I've worked my ass off for the past decade to get where I am right now. Does she think I'm not frustrated that I was born with weak ankles and a bad arch and not very much natural talent? Does she think I've stared at myself in the mirror every day and NOT realized all the imperfections in my dance and that there are so many people better than me? Usually I revel in getting critique, especially from people who I know are more skilled than me, but her attitude just set me off. That bossy little-
Also, my Nutcracker DVD just got here, but it cuts off the whole third act. So I don't get to analyze two of my roles. aa;lkfjaldfjar.
In other, more positive news, I got to dress up as a male, failed actor and do improv on stage today! It was great. I was very manly :D That role totally beats out being the soloist of the first act.
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